

If the psychic developments that represented your greatest fulfillment, with all their ramifications in your art and life, had not occurred, then you would have had two children, and continued a reincarnational cycle. Reincarnationally this you set ahead of time. The feminine aspects in any case, culturally speaking, were being denied since you did not want children. To some extent it was inevitable, considering your backgrounds. You would have been afraid of the "unpredictable" in quotes feminine aspects. I told you once that Ruburt would not have allowed a feminine counterpart of myself to speak, but neither would you have. All of the time of course these feminine aspects were being used as the intuitive, mystical thresholds of psychic activity.


You did this to assure yourselves that these abilities, feminine in both of your minds, would not so get the upper hand that the responsible, and in both of your minds, masculine or dependable aspects of your life would be threatened. "The relative (underline that twice) exile of Ruburt's symbolically feminine characteristics is something that neither of you consciously realized. I don't think anyone will jump to the conclusion that Seth is sexist!: This quote from the Personal Sessions provides much food for thought.
